classic.

since you left brody, this is how i feel. i miss you. even when i just see a picture of you or hear your name, it hurts. i love you♥

today, is the last time i get to see my best friend before he moves… hopefully. it’ll be the last time i hug him tight and tell him i love him. the last time that i can tell him he smells wonderful. the last time a tear will roll down my face and be wiped away by him. the last time we will take pictures together. the last time i see him. the last time i will actually have a reason to smile. the last time i tell him my new secrets. the last time we make inappropriate jokes. the last time i tell him why i hate him. the last time i can stare into his big, brown eyes. the last time i will sing to him. the last time we wrestle. the last fight we’ll have face to face. the last walk with him. the last random silent moment together. the last awkward moment. the last time i can take his hat. the last time i’ll give him a note. the last time i’ll hear him sing taylor gang. the last time we talk about wiz. the last time i mess up his hair. the last time he smacks my ass. the last time he chases me. the last time he tells me he’ll always be here for me. the last time for everything we’ve ever done together. the last time i’ll kiss him on the cheek. the last time we’ll make fun of his girlfriend together. the last time i’ll wear his shoes. the last time he’ll come to my house. the last time we’ll eat out together. the last time we’ll go shopping together. the last time we’ll be asked if we are dating. the last time i can tell him our lunch table stories. the last time i cry on his shoulder. today, will be the last time i have with him. i gonna miss him.

today is the last time my big brother will walk the halls of the high school. the last time we’ll both be there together. the last time he’ll chase me down the halls. the last time he’ll give me ride. the last time he’ll be an EP Red Raider. the last time he’ll wear maroon and gold. the last time he’ll sit in that gym. today, he graduates. today, i lose my safety net at school. it’s the last time his friends will tell him i’m stronger than him. the last time, but i don’t want it to end.

monday will be the last time my sister sits on that stage. the last time she wanders the halls of good ole robein. the last time she reps blue and white. the last time as her class of 18. the last time she’ll ever see her teachers. the last time she’ll be #2. the last time, it’s going to fast. graduation.

monday will be the last time my best friend is in EP. flying to florida. the last time he’ll wake up in the same room. the last time his mom will wake him up. the last time he can play basketball with his brother. the last time he’ll hug his sister. the last time for everything.

this is all too much. i don’t want this day to ever end. i don’t want the last time.

my best friend leaving, my brother graduating, my life set on fire. i don’t know what to do. is it killing me, or making me stronger?

fuck my life, this is too true.

fuck yeah♥

through thick and thin i have always been here, but that’s fine. shut me out of your life completely. bye, :/

♥

(via chasingdeadsquirrels)

fuck yeah, donald, ♥

dayyyy-umm, too hot♥